A Busy and Tired Week Passing By

Hi guys, here I am again to present my second POST. In a pretty good mood - after much of thoughts and talks to myself, I am motivated again. Does anyone else talks to their own self from time to time? I just noticed that self-talking is a horrible thing but hey, I don't agree with it. This article claims that self-talking is "It may be the early symptoms of schizophrenia"

Am I having hallucination? Hah, if so perhaps I will have two personalities someday. A soft, innocent, weak, silly and childish side then another smarter, firm, daring and thoughtful personality. I know better than everyone that I am not running from reality or mentally ill but in fact it really motivates my brain to keep improving in many ways. That is just me and my way of thinking.

Here comes another busy week for me but surely many more are busier compare to mine. Tests, assignments, presentations, and most common - homeworks. Test starts coming in every subjects, Maths first then very soon Economics's and finally English. Assignments are all given to us, it is now simply up to us on when to start and finish it. Presentations is great, man I love it. It makes me feel so nervous and so shakes up every time before doing it but this is another opportunity to learn. Not everyone gets to go up the front or stage and present something all the time. A golden chance, the way i see it is.

As I did my oral presentation on Wednesday, earlier I felt so nervous until my body was out of energy, and I can't stop looking at the time coming to my presentation. I heard about an advise to calm down in presenting something, "imagine the audience is half naked." Lol, if that is really effective I wont know cause I am not going try it. I did well however, I spoke in a very clear tone. They should understand every single word that I said if they were not thinking how nervous I was. My lecturer told us once, if we are too nervous or speaking too fast, we should take a deep breath then only resume again. I took the advise so was the deep breath too when I noticed I'm going too fast. Not bad. I get to looked at the entire room through a glanced and it was real fun to be there.

Hate to see how the money notes goes away, got to find a part-time job asap. I doubt anyone eats away their money as much as i do. If there's a worm inside my stomach, it got be a freaking huge greedy one. Everything is about money - love, life, entertainments and when i said everything i mean everything. Maybe I will change my point of view when I really become that bloody rich but for now hell yea everything is about those pieces of paper.

And is getting late now, should have sleep before 12a.m. so my brain will work efficiently ;)

Night everyone, till next the time.
Be happy.

My first time blogging - weee [L O V E] O_o

Hola guys, my first time writing a blog, well actually was forced by my English lecturer to do so. Though I envied most of my friends who wrote nice and amazing blogs I've always wanted to write mine. With the helps of a great friend - (nene) thanks lol.
Anyway here goes.

Lets talk about love between a couple of soul mates - as of those who love only one single person for their entire life, I salute you.. I wish i could do that. There was a lady who was turned down by love only once and she decided not to love anymore. Throughout her entire life, she stayed at home and never again love another person. Some may call it stupid or silly but for me, i think she's the most amazing lady I've ever heard of. (If you're wondering who, she is one of the greatest poetry writer) Whats the point of saying "Yes babe, I love only you" when the next moment the very same words are going to another person? Not so faithful.

Of course everyone is looking for love, anywhere, anytime, and anyhow. Who doesn't want a love like Romeo and Juliet's? When we happened to find it, we cherish it with all our efforts and hard works. Just when we felt deeply and stupidly in love, something terrible is tends to destroy it. Perhaps its one of the God's test still we need to come over it. It can be any sort of obstacles - family, financial, studies, works, and most deadliest of all - betrayal.

Venture into a situation where we lost our true love. How are we ever going to find happiness again? I can. Simply by wishing that my love will find a better soul mate than me. Yes true love can happen even if we're not together but just by knowing our loved ones are happy and doing good.. Almost as if I'm living my life for that love.

Ever since I started college, I read about this cool article"Killing with kindness" I even have a short essay about this topic. How are we going to kill with kindness? That's funny but its true. When we pamper someone with too much of love it can bring side-effects. Believe it or not, sadly it happened to myself. So watch out for whatever you are doing, I'll advise everyone that it is crucial to think on other people's feelings and thinkings.

Nonetheless if anyone of us find/found their true love. Try not to lose it. Because how I hope I'm the last fool on earth and no more people will suffer to similar situation like mine.

More ideas to write down and share with everyone but gay tired now.. Good night and sleep well. =]